The holidays have been absolutely amazing and I had so much time to spend with my family. It was great taking 10 days off, the only other time I had done that was while I was on paternity leave. I did fun things with my family every day and got in to the habit of putting my baby girl to sleep every single night, and now it has been 2 months since I have done that. I will put her in my arms and rock her to sleep while she drinks a bottle, then pop a binkie in her mouth and let her fall asleep. I savor every moment and make sure i am so present, I think about how thankful I am for these moments and savor them.
Angie got me an amazing present for Christmas, daddy-daughter swim lessons. I did my first one in the last week in January and although I was sick as a dog, I wouldn’t miss it for the world. It was such an amazing experience and was one of the happiest moments I have had. What a wonderful bonding moment with my daughter, she was so happy and stared into my eyes with the biggest smile and her twinkling eyes. I told one of my co-workers how amazing it was and she said that it was too bad she is too young to remember, but I disagree, I think these moments build that bond stronger between us. We take them into the pool and sing songs while we teach them swimming motions such as kicking, floating and paddling.
Liam has been an amazing big brother and loves to play with his little sister and teach her things. I have a hard time getting him to bed because he just loves being awake so much, as I write this he is laying in his bed and singing songs. I am so happy that I have these two children in my house and it is so fun to hear them talking and babbling with their cute little voices. I love my time with them and never want to be too busy for them. I love being a father and teaching them, but also having fun with them and making them laugh. I love holding Seneca and chasing Liam with him in my arms, this makes them both laugh and scream with excitement.
Work has been great, after a tough year I feel like I am back in action and our full team is firing. The mood is much better and we are off to a great start to the year. I am so thankful for my company and the amazing things that it gives to me and my family. I am so thankful for the Presidents Club trips that allow my family to have amazing experiences. I love that it allows my wife to be a stay at home mother and spend time with my baby. I love the challenges that make me a better person, and the relationships that my job gives me. I love being so close to work, and the home that I was able to purchase. I am excited to leave to Maui in a month from now and am having a blast getting prepared. I plan on riding my bike up Haleakala which is a bucket list item.
Fitness has been great up until getting sick 3 weeks ago. I had some high 1 hour threshold power numbers leading up to that and probably lost some fitness, but hopefully I can get on track soon.
I had an amazing holiday season this year and was able to take off a lot of time to be with my family. I had a total of 11 days off which was the most I’ve had off since my paternity leave and it was so great to have that time with my family. Angie had a lot planned so we were active with parties and visits from friends. We had a birthday party for Liam at Jungle Jim’s during the middle of the week. Liam was excited about the toys he got including a video game system I got that replicated a Nintendo system. I got him some Nerf guns and lightsabers for us to play with.
I absolutely loved the time I have with my baby girl, she was so fun to hangout with and I took care of her and put her to bed every single day. I spent lots of time playing with the kids. I also spent a lot of time working out and did plenty of long rides to get me fit for the new year. I tried my best to not think about work.
It was a pleasant 4 day weekend for me to hang out with my wonderful family. On Thursday we had my father and mother as well as my Aunt Diana and Uncle Ted over. The weather was absolutely beautiful and warm, I also was able to get a lot accomplished and build some shelves in my basement as well as my garage, it was a very fun project and helped with organization. Angie and Diana made such a great Thanksgiving dinner and had plenty of leftovers.
On Sunday, we took the kids to the Zoo, it was the first time that Liam remembers going to one, and the first time for Seneca. Both kids absolutely loved it and the weather was again, perfect.
Seneca has been learning so many new things. She recognizes so many words and phrases, some of them include: Stand up! Shake your butt! Dance! She is also learning to walk but also doing her cute little butt scoot. She points to things, she also is extremely daring and loves to climb up on things.
4 years ago I started working at CHG Healthcare and I never would have imagined how much it would change my life as I walked through those doors for the very first time as an employee. The decade before I spent as a business owner, which had it’s highs and lows, but I loved being independent, how would it be working for a corporation? I had heard amazing things about this company but I was so worried that I would have a hard time integrating into the corporate world.
I’m happy to say that my worry of becoming just a number or a slave to a corporation didn’t happen. Instead I found a team and company that I believe in so much that I’m happy to be on the front line as a foot soldier. At CHG, we don’t have “bosses”, we have “leaders”. I’ve found a place where inspiration and personal growth are the blood of the organization. The core values are what we live by: Putting people first, continual improvement , quality and professionalism, honesty and integrity and growth. At the heart of every decision made, lies one of the core values.
This past year has been a struggle (in a good way). I’ve been stressed and pushed in so many ways which has lead to personal growth, humility and knowledge. It’s definitely been painful at times but looking back, I’m so thankful for these lessons, it’s made me tougher and more resilient.
I finally made it back into the green after several great weeks but I’m far from out of the woods. Here are some of the things I’ve learnt: I need to make it as easy as possible for others to work with me. I wasn’t working as hard as I thought I was. I was wrong about calls, I need to make 150 per week to be successful. Remove obstacles.
Well I’m starting to wind down my work on the clubhouse, it looks better than I ever could have imagined. I learned a lot and gained a lot of tools so it was an awesome experience and looks great in my back yard.
Seneca is growing up so fast and can stand as well as climb up and down the stairs. She is so proud and happy when she stands up. She understands when I ask for a kiss, to stand up or to clap. She points at things she wants. I love seeing her learn and develop.
Work has been much better in the last month. My paychecks have been a lot smaller but I’ve learnt so much and feel like I’m much more engaged and happy.
4 weeks ago I damaged my ribs in Jiu jitsu and have been working on getting healed up. It is hard to sleep on them but I’m feeling much better overall and can’t wait to resume training.
It’s exactly a year that Seneca has been with us and this week she really figured out how to stand up. She popped up for the first time and held it for a few seconds during the week then quickly got the hang of it and was doing it all the time by the end of the week. She understands ‘stand up’ as well as ‘clap, give me five, say hi, and give me a kiss’ now. She points at things, she is learning a few signs from baby signing time. Things will really start to come along quickly now. She also got a new bike, and she loves it! I love to drive her around inside of the house on this thing.
Star wars was the theme in 2017, little Seneca was an Ewok while Liam had fun being Kylo. Mom and dad were Han Solo and Leia.
My how time flies, Seneca is now one year old and Angie put together an amazing birthday party for her this past weekend. The theme of the party was “Twinkle Twinkle little Star” and we had a great turnout of friends and family. Angie made a wonderful gluten free cake and a delicious chicken tortilla soup for our guests and Seneca got some great toys to play with. I was able to finish up the playhouse for the most part, at least enough for the kids to go play on. What a great first birthday!
This year has definitely been a humbling one for me at work. The last three years have been simply amazing and I was easily one of the top reps on the team and always consistent on my numbers. About March I started to struggle with keeping them up and dipped into the yellow on my target, then by summer I was in the red and have been there ever since.
It has been a frustrated experience to say the least but one that I feel will create a lot of personal growth. It has been very humbling to go through this and very hard to understand why I haven’t been able to produce the numbers that I have in the past. I’ve seen other reps go through this and hoped it wouldn’t happen to me. This year I’ve changed so many things and tried to think about it in so many different perspectives. Mark Robbins took over as my direct leader which has been amazing and he has helped me grow so much and it may just be more simple than I imagined, it may have just been that I haven’t been working as hard as I should have been.
One of the most humbling parts of this journey is admitting that I might be wrong, and that has to do with making phone calls. I’ve always pushed back and felt like they don’t make a big difference but I finally got to the point where I hate where my business is at so bad that I’m willing to do anything to get it back. Since I’ve started upping my calls and actually believing in the process I’ve seen a lot of progress. I also realized that I used to make more calls back a few years ago and perhaps I’ve just been surviving on residual business this entire time. I promised myself to commit to 150 calls for 4 weeks and see what that brings and I’m just about at the end of that.
Another thing that has been in my head is looking at other jobs, yes, I’ve been that frustrated. At the end of the day i realized I really don’t want to go to any other company unless I absolutely have to. I will do everything in my power to stay where I am at, I will learn to work harder and smarter. One day I’ll look back on this post and realize why I went through this and what it has taught me. I’ll be the best employee that I can be and come through for my company.
November 6 Update:
Things have been a lot better the last 2 weeks, I had some solid weeks 4 of the last 5 weeks which has me a lot more motivated and hopefully seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I have definitely grown so much over the course of the last several months and will use all that I have learnt to keep me going
This past two months me weekend has been spent building a playhouse for Liam and Seneca. It has been a great experience and has allowed me to start collecting tools and learn about building. I’ve also added Trex decking to my porches. I’ve also started doing Jiu jitsu again with Eddie Edmunds at Fusion Academy. I had fun on Saturday and got to roll with another blue belt, I did well and tapped him out several times but injured my ribs and have been in a lot of pain.